Intimate Alchemy
This is a six-month 1:1 private container for when you're moving through loss, heartbreak, identity change, or the unraveling of who you thought you were.The folks who enter this work have experienced the tremendous loss of a loved one, a marriage, or a version of life they thought they were building toward.
The strategies that once kept you safe; people-pleasing, perfectionism, and hyper-functioning cost more than they give over time; creating distance from the intimacy you're longing for.
You might recognize yourself here:
You've become who others needed, even when it meant losing touch with yourself
Your boundaries dissolved to maintain closeness with people you loved
You learned to confuse compassion with overextension, and generosity with duty
Somewhere along the way, you stopped trusting your own instincts
If you have spent years bracing, shrinking, or holding it all together and are ready for consistent support and a deeper process of coming home to yourself, you've come to the right place.
In sessions I weave somatic mapping, breathwork, and unconscious repatterning through the lens of Human Design. With each practice supporting pathways to your own timing, your own vulnerability, your own way of being in relationship.
What blooms from this work
Expressing your needs freely, without guilt or bracing
Trusting your worth, your intuition, and what you're longing for
Moving through relationships with presence rather than performance
Belonging to yourself first
Framework + Resources
90-minute sessions every two weeks, held virtually
Soul-crafted ritual package mailed to you
Voxer coaching between sessions for ongoing support
Three pieces designed to hold you between sessions and long after our work together ends.The Intimate Alchemy Library | hypnosis audios, breathwork sessions, nervous system regulation practices, and IFS-based meditations
The Intimate Alchemy Workbook | 150 pages of prompts, reflections, and insights woven through the lens of Human Design
The Field Guide | personal notes and insights on parts integration, Human Design, and emotional awareness to return to again and again
I know what it's like to lose touch with who you are inside relationships you love.
Early wounds taught me how to stay close to people without ever letting myself be seen. Over time I learned that the truth of any relationship begins with the truth I'm willing to hold inside myself; if I cannot name the fears, the spirals, the ache, I cannot fully arrive.
This work grew from learning to live from what is raw and vulnerable rather than from the strategies that kept connection at the cost of my own belonging. It came from remembering my heart is good, and from calling in people who could meet my depth without needing me to bend.
This is why I built Intimate Alchemy.
Common Questions
Have a question about working with Emily Rose? Please review the questions here.-
This work is a fit if you're moving through loss, heartbreak, identity change, or the unraveling of who you thought you were, and you're ready for consistent 1:1 support rather than a single session.
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Six months of 90-minute virtual sessions held every two weeks, a mailed ritual package, Voxer support between sessions, and lifetime access to the Intimate Alchemy Library, Workbook, and Field Guide.
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When you apply, your connection call deposit is waived. We'll schedule a video chat to see if this container feels aligned for both of us; if it isn't the right fit, I'll do my best to point you toward other avenues of support. You'll hear back from me within 72 hours of submitting your application.
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Intimate Alchemy is priced on a sliding scale to honor different levels of access, privilege, and season of life. You are invited to select the rate that feels nourishing and aligned. Payment plans and pay-in-full options are both available.
Redistribution Offering | $7,100 ($1,184/month)
For those who feel called to weave community care into their investment and expand access for others. Choosing this rate is an act of generosity that strengthens the whole field of the work.You might feel most aligned with the Redistribution Rate if:
You are able to travel for pleasure and leisure
You own the home you live in or have long-term housing stability
You have savings, investments, retirement accounts, or inherited money
You have strong earning power connected to education, race, gender, or class privilege
True Cost Offering | $5,300 ($884/month)
This rate reflects the actual cost of holding and sustaining Intimate Alchemy. Many women land here.You might feel most aligned with the True Cost Rate if:
Your income consistently meets your needs
You have room for ease, small luxuries, and rest
This investment feels supportive rather than overwhelming
Community Offering | $2,400 ($400/month)
For those who are carrying a lot while also choosing to be in this work. Choosing this rate allows you to be held by the container while staying resourced in your wider life.This rate may be the best fit if:
You can cover necessities, but there is not much left over each month
A higher rate would mean dipping into savings, taking on debt, or falling behind
You are in lower-paid caregiving, service, or community work that requires a lot of you
You are supporting family members or contributing to your community financially
You are navigating the impacts of discrimination or systemic barriers that affect your stability
When you tell yourself the truth; that something isn't working, you open yourself up to the possibility that something new can take its place.
Intimate Alchemy is here to hold you through that unfolding.Full details and sliding scale options are described in the Common Questions section above.